it’s nice to say I love you; it’s nice to hear it from you
It has been a while… but not really in the mood to post much this evening [but then as I type, it turns out I was].
My heart’s battling between being a servant and selfish desires of my heart. Tough battle. And I guess at the moment it can seem like I’m being a servant, but I’m really not serving because I love.
Work has been interesting. I’ve been playing fill-in guy again today while people aren’t there. I had a bit of a revelation about me this evening… I’ve been trying to watch the way I feel and act when I’m under stress… but I realised that’s overflowing massively into how I am seen by others. I’m very much portraying a pretty appalling example of Christ when things get a bit hard at work. I really felt disappointed in myself this evening. I’ve let God down pretty badly there, and I need to fix that… now. I need to be loving all the time, and not just when it’s not to busy and I’m a little relaxed.
Wishful have posted a new song up on their myspace page [everyone has a myspace page]. Say I Love You. It’s uh, rather different to pretty much everything of theirs I’ve ever heard. I like it though. Have a listen… because it is nice to say I love you, and it’s nice to hear it from you too.
