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This will be a short post… it’s 9:30pm, and the Kedron meeting was a lot quicker than I thought. So I’m home early and looking to head to bed before 10.

But my gosh, I’m very unexcited about everything at the moment. I struggled to get any sort of motivation to even go to the meeting tonight. I just didn’t want to be there. Part of it was tiredness and not feeling all that fantastic after a pretty stressful day at work; and part of it was also being quite scared about this camp - that little bit of fear has crept into me in the last couple of days. I’m really concerned about leaders, and having enough experienced leaders on our team. And I’m also concerned about me - creating a program for primary kids will be tough.

And it didn’t help when I arrived a bit late (cos work sucked) with Geoff, to find that we were the only ones there. A couple of other people came, but that was all. We were hoping for about 6 or 8 other leaders for this meeting. So to only have 3 leaders so far, and only 2 of those confirmed… it brings a bit of angst inside me.

But as I prayed when we were finishing, we need to rely on God heavily. I do know He has it in control. But right now, I’m struggling to do that.

So my day at work was just busy. There was so much that needed to be done… and I needed to get it all done today. Tomorrow is a whole day training session on a new application we’ll be using soon. Why they feel we need 8 hours to learn about a single application is beyond me. It almost makes me scared for what this application will be like. And I didn’t get everything done… I’ll be in pretty early tomorrow to finish stuff before retreating to the boredom of the training session.

Which is why I need to head to bed now.

My crap day also seems to have spawned a complete lack of excitement for The Cat Empire gig tomorrow night - not at all happy about that. I’m hoping it might just be the excessive tiredness, and that I might be ok in the morning.

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