Words struggle to describe how humble and small I feel tonight. Small as in, being in awe of how awesome God is. January has been this amazing month of growth and change for me… amazing is an understatement.
I am right in the middle of feeling the closest to God that I think I’ve ever felt in my life. It is just the best place to be in, and I don’t I ever want to stray away from this again. But though I hardly feel worthy, God blessed me and brought this amazingly wonderful and Godly woman into my life. Her name is Debbie. :)
But what’s insane is that it’s taken me out of my comfort zone so much… and yet, all I can think to do is just reach out to God and be reliant on Him. And I have. And it’s been awesome. And all I could think of to pray tonight was that God would help me to stay close to Him, and that He would help us keep Him at the centre of everything. Cos that’s all I want.
When I can’t feel You, I have learned to reach out just the same.
When I can’t hear You, I know you still hear every word I pray.
And I want You more than I want to live another day.
And as I wait for You, maybe I’m made more faithful.
[Brooke Fraser - Faithful]
Such awesome words that I enjoyed singing on the way home tonight. Although, I guess I should stop suggesting that I’ll marry Brooke one day :)
Oh yeah, and I’ve had a couple of days back at work too. Those days have had their moments in them, but overall haven’t been too foul at all.