Leaving
Trying to sleep in an empty room that used to be filled with all your stuff, that’s part of a house that’s been your home for 2 and a half years, that’s within a community that you’ve lived in for 20 years, is really hard.
Leaving is much harder than I ever thought it would be. I dunno that I’m dealing with it all that well. Currently, it’s hugely overshadowing the excitement of what’s ahead for my life…
November 13th, 2008 at 10:41 am
Some moments do call for grief over a loss. You don’t have to be excited about everything all the time. I don’t think it would be right for what is coming next to mean you felt no sense of loss about leaving Tooney. Doesn’t make the leaving wrong – just shows the value of what you are stepping out of. It’s not final but it is a stepping away and you won’t be a part of Tooney in the same way. It’s a normal and natural and good part of life. I am sure that you will work through this well – but for now it will be a big wrench. Praying.
November 13th, 2008 at 9:23 pm
Cheers brother :)
November 18th, 2008 at 2:08 am
I know how you feel brother. It takes abit to readjust on the other side as well. Will be praying for you.